Some days seem to be easier but today is not one of them. Is everyone in the world pregnant or is this just how I perceive it? I am so happy for everyone who is expecting a baby and am not jealous but just want to experience being a mother again also. I know this is normal. Yesterday I was fine and moving forward, today is not so great. It helps me to know that I am not in this alone. I have met so many people who are going through different but at the same time similar experiences. They want a baby just a badly as I do. All I can do is pray and know that God is on my side. He will bless us when He see's fit.