It seems the days should get easier but obviously not! Sometimes Trent and I lay in bed at night and talk about our stress and how we are dealing. To us we seem to be handling things the best way possible but there are days we could do better. Everyone tells us we seem to be so strong but they don't see us when were alone. We just hold up well in public. We really aren't like falling apart or dying but we are still hurting terribly. There's not much to say tonight......Hoping for happy days ahead!